Im sick ! Fuck. I`ve never felt so terrible in my whole life before. My whole body is breaking apart and i feel like im gonna collapse anytime. School was horrible today because i was feeling damn terrible and all i did today was complain, complain and complain to my dear friends ! ;x Hahs. Cabbed home and whats worst was that i was drenched in the heavy rain. Poor sammie right?! ;(

Sigh, how i wish i could have the past back, whereby whenever im sick, he would cover me with layers and layers of blanket and even lie on top of me and hug me just because i said i was cold and just so i could feel his warmth. No matter how hot & stuffy he felt lying under the blanket with me, he never complained and even hugged me. Hais. I really miss you so much boy. When are you gonna come back and take care of me like you used to do? I dont need any other guys in my life except you. What must i do to show you how much i need you by my side? I may look happy, flirting like nobody`s buisness, but one thing you dont know is how much i yearn for you inside, and how lonely i feel without you. Dont you miss all the crazy things we used to do tgt? Dont you miss disturbing me when im sleeping? Do u rmb the time when u woke me up when i was damn tired and i just sat on the bed and scream non-stop and u let me back to sleep? Hais. I really miss the times whereby you watch your tv as i lay on ur lap to sleep, and u would give me gentle pecks on my cheeks & lips or run your fingers through my hair. I miss the times whereby you would ask me to accompany you to 401 at retardo hours just because you were hungry and wanted to eat SPLING chicken. I just miss everything about you boy. When are you gonna come back to me? I dont wanna play waiting games with you anymore because u dont know what you are putting my heart through.

..Im going to lie on the bed to rest now. =) I miss you boy. I really do. Everything here is what i`ve been wanting to say. There is more, but if i continue, it would never end. ;x

Alrightys. Good night people.